WOW! I've been in a haze for over a week now (since the incident) and I'm feeling much better now. Still not sleeping well at all! But I'm looking forward a bit more than I was... I'm also planning a bit differently and realizing what how this whole thing has effected me and how to turn that into some sort of positive... The dreams are getting a little less graphic and my mind is focusing a bit more on positive images and thoughts. Thanks for hanging in there in this rather depressing chapter of the blog/my life...